They just....layed down. Renci de shangdi, qing dai wo zou {Merciful God please take me away.} Make them stop. They're everywhere. Every city. Every house. Every room. They're all inside me. I can hear them all...and they're saying nothing. Get up. Please get up. Wo xiang mei er, mei xin, bian shitou. {I will close my eyes and my heart and become a stone.} Please God make me a stone. [ "Why was I not made of stone, like thee?" --- Quasimodo's last words, whispered to the stone gargoyle high on the cathedral, _Hunchback Of Notre Dame_ ] She is starting to damage my calm.